Sunday, March 20, 2011

Sunday morning rain is fallin...

"Steal some colors, share some skin.."
5:00 am, the alarm clock went off. Great, my usual time to get up on the weekdays now turned into weekends. I forgot to turn it off, and I was awakened by that annoyingly vibration next to my ears as I was still tucked in bed. After I turned it off, I notice outside was pouring rain. I kind of like these kind of weathers...sometimes. I like the feeling of wearing shorts and a t-shirt, under 2 layers of blankets, all warm hugging my pillow. Usually I struggle to find my good spot, but in this type of weather, I fall asleep within seconds. As I went back to sleep, I got awakened again with the rain outside. 8:45 am. "Can I just get 2 more hours of sleep -__-" I thought. Man was I tired as hell. But somehow I just couldn't go back to sleep. There was obviously too much on my mind.

Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets, Goblet of Fire, and Order of the Phoenix...yeah, I got stuck in the couch today with countless amount of junk food, and my panda pillow pet in my left hand. It felt great, just watching movies all day, I need more of these days. Because theres been too much on my mind. I feel as if people might sometimes mistaken my actions. When I don't talk to you, doesn't mean that I'm gone forever, I'm just trying to do me lately. Focusing on myself.
"Sometimes I feel like I was better off bottling my thoughts and emotions inside of me than letting them out. Because every time I express how I feel it somehow gets taken the wrong way." - Johny R.

It really does, I guess you can't always find yourself in someone else's shoes and see what they see and feel what they feel, but it be nice if sometimes people can be considerate. I know I can be wrong too, but please, give me time. I got this...Anyways, while looking outside my window for 2 minutes this morning, Maroon 5 always comes to mind. As I go about singing the song, Sunday morning rain is fallin..

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