"Its okay, its just for one day.."

No, its not okay. I like consistency, and when I get that I am hooked. Sometimes I find myself actually getting so used to it, that without it for one day, it worries me. So today, nothing happened. Theres goes consistency....right? No, its just today, theres always tomorow. Well, something small happened at snack time, but that was it! Is that ALL I can get for the day? But, to come to think about it, its really all I can ask for. Today at snack, my friend Ainsley and I went to go pass out flyers for people to join Creative Writing next year. It was fun, going up to people like your not even shy....which I don't really normally do, but today...today felt different. I finally understood how the previous people felt before when I was once a sophmore/junior asking me to join stuff and me answering back a blunt, "No thanks" or " Nah its cool, I'm not interested." Damn, we were really trying hard to get people to sign up haha. I really can't be that shy, I need to open up to people, thats how you make new friends.

So I had a small talk with my friend Shawn today, yeah, it was small talk yet it meant more than that. " Shawn, why isn't ____ over here!" I said, in such an upsetting tone. I realize that consistency might not be the word that fits for now.

" Its okay Joann, its just for one day....."

He said. You know that feeling where you feel vibe from another person that it MIGHT be right? Yeah, I'm starting get that vibe, I feel as if he knows. But I can't be certain for now. Ahhh, tomorrow is FRIDAY FRIDAY....no lets not get down on friday LOL. Anyways, I don't know where I'm going with this. Its just another one of my boring days.